Ahh crap..

No I did not get my gf pregnant, in case you’re wondering..

Just hope things turn out for the good. Won’t be bothering about it much since it’s still so long from now.

Notwithstanding the fact that she’s not, but her nice vocal is really appealing too.

On another note, I think i fared pretty well for my interim probation review. Hope for the same on the coming 3 months before confirmation.

All glory to God!

p/s: Blessed birthday Ngeow!

Ahh, time flies, well, yet again..

But good time was spent with her. We’ve only got to meet each other the minimum of 12 times per year. Might be more than some couples, but even much more lesser than the rest.

A song for you, my dear.. Hehe

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I’m only falling apart
There’s nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Ok before i go on, no I’m not a love emo freak who rants around when i don’t get things my way in a relationship. It’s just that I’m a person who pays close attention to the lyrics of a song. Well, frankly speaking, besides songs from my crush Lady Gaga, I’m quite particular about the lyrics of a song. Hell yea, Lady Gaga has got exceptional exception because of her superb, outrageous, extraordinary, gorgeous, stupendous (the list goes on) S.T.Y.L.E.

Ahh… How could you not love her… hahhahaa xD

Ok back to topic, yea back to the song. See how easily I get distracted by her…

How does it feel to fall in love, and fall apart after that? I’m not sure have i ever been through that myself. But I think that the song is trying to express how overpowering and overshadowing love can be. You could be so engrossed in it for a moment, but when it’s gone, it leaves sort of like a black hole in your heart, sucking every possible light in your life.

Hence, cherish your loved ones. Things might not be smooth when you’re together, but it is when you’re apart that you feel the pinch and loneliness.

Once again, I’m not in an emo state, in case you’re wondering why this post…

2) I have no time (or rather, too lazy) to blog

3) I’ve got a new job. Well, not theoretically. I’m into it for almost 3 months. But heck, it might be news to some of you guys right? Haha

4) I’m almost 11 months in love! haha. Hey, “I’m very loyal one k” lol.

I could go on with the list and it might have no end to it, so i guess i better stop, and start having the habit to blog again. It is said that the best way for friends to keep track on you is by updating your blog. Gone are the days you would call and talk to your friends, but rather, but just a simple blog, everyone would know how’s your life going round.

A very relaxing Sunday as there’s no Rangers meeting. Even had time to go planetarium with my sexy Lam and the sis to check out the place before bringing the kids over. Felt like a small kids when I’m in it. Heck, the last time i was there was during VBS almost 12 years ago! Of course, to a certain extent, it made me feel young once again.

On a sidenote, was sitting behind a couple in church today. Somehow the thought of me and someone came floating in my mind. It was then when I got closer to that certain someone and things developed into a dream, but now just a blurred distant memory. Ahh, I think the Korean song I’m currently listening to is playing emotions into my mid. Ok out it goes

Work is tiring, more than i thought. But, I’m loving it, still, for now, I hope

Take care!

But guess who I saw on the streets of Shanghai…

Euwen!! (or maybe, Eugene) 

Believe it or not, it was my mom who asked me to look at this guy, and I managed to snap him before he cycled off.

Found out that many people are rather inconsiderate. They could lie down on few chairs and fall asleep soundly while the rest had to stand and wait. This is terrible, couldn’t believe they had such high ignorance level.

On the bright side, I’m flying off soon. I hope it would be a good ride there. It’s 3.30AM and i’m feeling kind of exhausted. Praying hard for strength to start the journey.

p/s: Miss you…

Never mind about the story of the show, the spanish ascent of Prince Naveen, nor the skin color of the Princess Tiana (fact is that this princess is the first black princess in a Disney movie).

Not to say I didn’t enjoy the movie, but what caught my attention is the ending song of it, which in my opinion, is a real lovely song.

Hence, I would like to dedicate it to none other than my dearest darling. Indeed, you’re the best thing I never knew I needed

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that i had
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing

For the ending of my first begin
For the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you’re something that I’d never choose
but at the same time something i don’t wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again…

You’re the best thing I never knew I needed
when you appear i had no idea…
You’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here, always…

My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you’re the beginning and the end of every chapter…

You’re the best thing i never knew i needed
when you appear i had no idea…
You’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here, always…

 Even as I’m leaving for a far away land (not the one where Alice is), my heart is still very much beside you, keeping you company.

I’ll miss you every second I’m there, just as much as when I’m anywhere.

Promise me to take good care of yourself, and be a good girl when I’m off k?

Hearts…

Yes, indeed training up boys when they are still young is better than trying to tell an adult what is right. Though, efforts have to be put in too. Imagine losing your voice in few hours, and bearing the never ending voices of boys all around you.

Still, it is well worth it, something the boys will remember for life, such experience. Just like myself, remembering the first fire I built.

The first boys who managed to get their fire started

In deep discussion…

Learning a thing or two from Cmdr. Hansel, the Coffee Bean avid supporter (he hates Starbucks, lol)

Aren’t they all so cute??